PLZ READ!!!!! ok somethings wrong with my camera so i had 2 do it like this still no music though sorry!!! Those who dream by night, in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that all was vanity; but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, and make it possible. - T. E. Lawrence my dream isnt just a dream its a journey and i wanna make my destination cause its not just about wanting it its about perseverance and proving u want it 1nce u get it. but my camera is broken so i put my dreams in words and hopefully ashley will read it cause i want this more than any1 could know and im packed and ready 4 the expedition of getting what i want. no 1 can stop me. and thats what i love about the quote in the description in my video. dreaming isnt just a weird reality when ur sleep its a pursuit im ready 2 pursue like probly every kid that has a dream. itmakes me happy and i wanna be so happy and ive sacrificed so much been through pain ect. and ill tell u about it just message me. but my dream in my video is my tru dream and i want it can do it and will do it so much. singing acting thinking of cute clothes and writing im so passionate about cause without them i wouldn't live. i beleive my meaning of life was 2 entertain ppl cause i love 2 do it i love 2 make ppl smile and i hope God made it my meaning of life to do so. i can imagine myself doing n e thing up to the point where some songs that i want to rerecord that i already have a music vid in mind i see the music vid as i thought of it when i hear the song. u know? i do it with the movies and the t.v. show i made up (and they're really good) like whenim not doin anything i just think of it like im watching a real movie. i imagine life off set when im not filming hangin out with the cast and crew. i even pick the music 4 the movie and t.v. show like when music comes on in real 1's. i got it bad. thats good! some of the songs i want to rerecord and i have a music vid 4 like 3 of them r Ashlee simpsons "shadow" Hilary duff's "metamorphis" and raven symone "what is love" and i even have a music video in mind about the t.v. show movie with ashley's song "kiss the girl" every time i hear it i see my movie! yea i am totally 100% self taught everything i self taught piano, guitar, sax, harmonica, and recorderbut not like long songs small 1's and i teach myself acting by like saying lines of girls on t.v. and i say like lines from things i write on ppl like its 4 real and hey believe it and singing i lala all day and singeveryday whenever i can and i desgin clothes jewelry purses belts ect. and i write like stroies that i transform into movies and i made a t.v. show that i have episodes and a movie in mind from it and i wite poetry i love poetry. so i want 2 make at least 5 movies a tv show a clothes line and 2 books by the time im 16 and i know it seems like a lot but i believe ican do it and if i get the chance i will take everything i have and can do to do it cause i want it bad. you know my mom and dad r never really supportive of what i wanna do they dont believe in me being and actress or a singer or the rest they want me 2 be a lawyer or a doctor but i don't. espically my mom when someone ask me what i wanna be when im older she says it b4 i can and when i went 2 my first audition (i had 2 beg my mom 2 take me cause i cant go anywhere with my dad!) i didnt make it and i was crying in the car and she called me a baby no support whatsoever and my dad he acts like he cares but he really doesnt he wants me 2 be in music but as a jazz artist and dont get me wrong i like jazz but i wanna do all knids of music but at least my dad tries! my mom fell on a sidewalk about 5 or 6 years ago and has had 5 surgeries on 1 shoulder, 4 on the other, 6 knee surgeries on 1 leg and has 5 on the other leg (including a knee replacement) and she's still not better; and she's about to have another cause its out of place. we lost our house to black mold in 2002 and we lost EVERYTHING but the dog. the mold even killed my guine pig. me my dad and 2 of my sisters got asthma from it. my dad has emphysema and is on oxygen and has cancer. my mom and my godfather just recently got in a car accident. Thank God so much they survived. my mom and dad adopted 5 drug babies. they r now bipolar. and i hafta live with them and even though i cant stand them no one knows how bad i feel 4 them. so i not only want to win this cause it makes me happy because i want to make my mom and dad happy for something i can do by myself. make them proud cause after what we've been through we all need it. and i swear everything that i said happened is tru 100% i swear on my Grandpa's grave. and i pray that i can do it if i win. Dear God...
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